wow i haven't posted here in a while. sorry my computer has been being a piece of crap. but yea not too much has been goin on. i had soccer practice today, that was fun. other than that all i did was sit around thinking. and i found my thoughts to be very interesting.
you know i have this theory that relationships will never last. even if they do, you'll probably get tired of the other person. its just that when you start a relationship, you do everything to get to know that person as well as you can. but once you know that person inside and out, it gets boring. there are no more secrets, and the relationship is just two people that know everything about eachother and knowing all they know just causes them to fight all the time. which is why i don't understand relationships. i'm in one yes and i'm happy. but what happens when there are no more secrets left? what do we do, just sit there and talk about stuff that we already know about eachother? i just don't understand i guess.
can miracles really happen? someone once explained it to me as the fact that god has set everything that will happen before it happens, so how can something really be able to happen that wasn't meant to happen.
and what is love? does it really exist or did we just make it up and play it in our minds that it does?
and what the hell is love at first sight? how do you fall in love by just looking at someone? you'd only be seeing their looks, its called lust not love.
if you think about these things hard enough you'll find that you'll be asking yourself a lot of questions. you'll also find yourself very confused. these things just popped into my head today and i started to really think about them. and after i thought about all of this, the only question that popped into my head was, are we supposed to be able to understand how all of these things work, or is it just made so far beyond our comprehension that we'll never find the answers to these questions? | 
